a bit of my recent artwork. they look better live. XD

The message/story thinger behind this first one is that this girl can't 'see' no matter how hard she looks. she's completely blind to the realities of her world. this is making her third eye( seventh chakra, i think, though i could be wrong) cry as it's also blind because of this.then above her, in the sun, her eighth chakra can see but can't quite get the message down to the physical body.and above that is the eye of the universe, watching her journey. there's supposed to be a bunch of little shooting star type things above it, but the picture i took wasn't that great, so....oh well.

The message thingy of the second one is that there's a person looking around in wonder at the natural world. in amongst the random shapes there's a fox, a squirrel, a fish and a bird. they encompass the four areas of the world in which there is life: Air, Trees, Land and Water. I dunno if you can find 'em. the squirrel is black, the fox is white, the fish is white and the bird is a variety of colors that are in the shape of an abstract pelican. yeah. then the person is down at the bottom. he's black.

This one means know what the reactions of everything you do are. that's why it says See Things Clearly. of course, the caterpillar doesn't seem to now that if it climbs up that flower it'll fall over...though it does have wings so i guess it must be okay. =D I love this caterpillar. it's so cute.

yeah, that's what happens when you hand me a piece of paper. i doodle...all over it. those weren't all on the same piece of paper, only the first two, but most of the pieces of paper i ever get end up having SOME sort of scribblings on them. and I'm beginning to really love my grafiti-ish type thing I've got goin' on. =D I even gave myself a sweet 'tat' with my blue pen. it's just random swirls going up my hand, but it looks pretty sweet. I would've taken a picture of it, too, but i sorta ruined it today in social 'cause i did some very excessive doodling. XD and it faded over the past couple days, too.

who knows, maybe one day I'll get a wicked cool tat that looks something like it. or maybe I'll get the first picture as a tattoo. only a bit cooler 'cause there's some tings I'd like to have added on to it. but what can i do. hmmm...where could i get it if i did? I think up my side. or maybe my arm. yeah, totally. I'd also get my mantra. y'know, Spread the LOVE, Share the PEACE, Save the WORLD. I'd get it right across my lower back. That'd be cool. and then I'd also have to get my question marks. two question marks, one on my right ring finger and the other on the left. only the one of the left is backwards so they mirror each other. and they're right beside my fingernails facing toward me. it'd be sweet. so yeah, those are the sweet tattoos I'd get if i ever decide to ink myself. =D which i just might. i don;t think I'd regret a single one of them.

anyway, thought Id put up those pics, see what you guys all think about 'em. Adios, mi amigos!!

Spread the LOVE

Share the PEACE

Save the WORLD

~Cuppy Fox

PS. I just love the way my mantra lines up. teehee. XD

a SMALL Update...XD

soooo...errrrrrmmmm...

still going strong with my workout. pretty cool. can feel myself getting into shape already. Been biking a lot. well, a bit at least. XD done lots of walking. i found this majorly epic pond out in a field a while back and I walk to that a lot. oooooh. on Saturday i went out there to do some meditating/chillin' out and a fox walked about two meters away from me. it was soooo beautiful. all orange and shaggy and...gorgeous...I think it had a bird in it' mouth though. but that's okay 'cause it's a natural carnivore. unlike humans...=D no I'm not trying to convert you all into being vegetarians...sorta...

anyway, I've had a fire in my back yard almost every day all weekend. it's cool. i like fires. I swear that when i meet my soul mate he will smell like woodsmoke. and i will love him if only for that reason. =D

errrrrmmmm....what else has happened........................

well, there's a benefit concert for the arts department at my school next week. it's gonna be awesome. My drama teacher, some of her friends and my band teacher are all doing some songs that they wrote and the art teacher is putting up a big display of student work and stuff. it's gonna be super awesome. I'm volunteering for it so I get to see all the cool behind the scenes stuff goin' on. awesome.

well, i suppose the last thing I'm going to say is that it's finally acting like spring!!...well, summer more like. i don't think we even get spring in Alberta. just winter, mild transition time, summer, another mild transition time and winter again. by mild i mean about three days long. XD then all of a sudden the next season is like BANG!! right in your face. XD

SOOOO...

Spread the LOVE
Share the PEACE
Save the WORLD

~Cuppy Fox

So, May Long wasn't too bad aftr all =D

yeah, today was especially good. but I'll start from Friday:

Friday:...well, I cleaned my room a bit...and started reading a bunch of vegetarian magazines. which are totallz epic, by the way. =D and I created an all new work out sheet 'cause i can't find the one my brother made for me. ah well. doesn't matter. Listened to a LOT of music. and had quinoa (keen-wah) and sunflower seeds and raisins and honey and cinnamon for breakfast. yum. and went grocery shopping with my dad.

Saturday: Ate the same breakfast only with milk! I didn't have any moo juice on Friday. then i did my workout along with twenty minutes of jogging on the spot in my living room. =D then i cleaned my room a little more, read some more veg magazines. after supper i went for a walk and met these two super funny kids Devin and Damon. The first thing Devin said to me was 'hey, will you go out with my friend?' They were in about grade seven or eight and thought i was too 'cause I'm short. XD It seemed like we were stalking each other 'cause we kept bumping into each other all night. =D it was fun. I made a really nummy pie for supper last night, too. it had peppers and onions and carrots and broccoli and things in it and cabbage on top. it was delicious. Listened to lots of music.

Sunday (today): Woke up sore from my twenty minutes of jogging plus the two hours of straight walking. ...still sore XD anyways, had two pieces of rye bread and an apple for breakfast. did my workout plus ten minutes of jogging on the spot again. eventually ate lunch (about 3:00 =D) It was a yummy greek salad. yay. then i slept for about two hours. on my couch which is super comfy. then i went on facebook to find that my newly anointed (though not legally) sister, my brother's girlfriend, is getting a free extra ticket for shambalha and that my brother also probably is. I FREAKED so intensely that i could hardly stand my self. =D so i went and sat in a tree for an hour. That was one of the most beautiful experiences ever and thus deserves it's own paragraph. XD which i will get to in a moment. I listened to a lot of music today, too. XD I love music. I'm listening to music now. Xavier Rudd, to be specific. you guys should totally listen to Xavier Rudd if you don't already. he's amazing.

anyway, about the tree. So, i go sit in this tree and it's extremely windy so at first I'm thinking 'WTQ am i doing? it's uber windy and I'm sitting two thirds the way up a tree!' needless to say i was a little frightened at first. but eventually i learned that if you close your eyes you can hardly feel the tree moving. so i sat hugging the tree with my eyes closed for probably twenty minutes before an incredibly beautiful set of thoughts came to me. they went something like this:

What if i became a part of the tree? my legs could grow out into branches and a branch could come out of my head. and where my hands are clasped could be another. and my body could just become a big knot in the trunk. or i could suddenly blow away like a million little seeds and grow into a million trees. and feel as all those trees and be part of a great entangled root system through the earth. and feel all the things that a tree feels and live completely as a tree. Or i could climb down right now and plant roots and throw my arms up to be branches and point my face to the sky and let it become a par of the tree. but people would know it was me if they looked at it and they would all know about the beautiful transformation i went through...

it was the most beautiful set of thoughts i can ever remember having. absolutely amazing. and i think it could happen if i stayed holding the tree for long enough. I'd just start sliding into the tree and my nerves would become a part of the plant's and i would turn into just more branches. or maybe be pulled inside and turned into nutrients to be shot out to the very tips of every branch and leaf and root and infuse the entire thing. it'd be amazing. I sometimes wish i was dryad...i usually wish that, actually. or maybe a naiad...or any sort of nymph, really.

anyways, it's been an amazing weekend all around 'cause i didn't have to go to Mulhurst with my dad and I got instead to try and become one with a tree. and i almost seemed to have gotten it, too. i was quite close to getting inside of how a tree really feels...if only i could have stopped shivering =) better luck next time, i guess.

Peace, Love and as much happiness as you can stand, my friends.

~Cuppy Fox

shooooooo...wassup, B's???(only you pronounce it like wasabi...)

weeeeeeelllllll.... I'm really bored. sorry I haven't posted in a while, but I been reeeeeaaaaal bored and nothin's happened. so.

and it's May Long weekend. Yay? Not sure if that's a good thing 'cause i may just get 'kidnapped' by my dad. ugh. ah well. I'll make the best out of it, of course...however hard that's gonna be...

but, I'll go now.

Peace out, G units!

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!! OH MY GODOHMYGODOHMYGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kay, I'll start from the beginning, then.

so, i got to school late today(there was no school today, but i had to get there before four to catch the bus to Red Deer for my adjuication) anyways, i slept in really late then forgot which time i was supposed to go down at. XD it was pretty funny. but, luckily, my dad came down and he drove me into Red Deer to the Matchbox theatre. I missed my adjudication, but that doesn't matter 'cause i got to see our last play. though the adjudicator apparently had plenty of good things to say about me 'cause of how...enthusiastic i was was on stage. anyway, i got there, watched some plays. then our last play, a new sunrise, was on and they did amazing!! Sarah and Melody played two old ladies. they were sooo funny.

anyway, two more plays went (the last one was this...INTERSTING musical called how to eat like a child. funny, but not spectacular. no offense meant.) and that was when the awards were given. first of all, my play, of poems, youth and spring, got THREE honorable mentions. Yeah. not too bad for half of our cast being first time actors. AND one of those honorable mentions was just for us four chorus members and it was for ACTING. A chorus NEVER gets an honorable mention for acting!!!!!!! and Kelly, who was Susan in my play and did several awesome monologues, got an award for acting. it was soooo awesome!!! Then Cam and Nathan, who were in a play about a man talking to god(nathan=god cam=man) both got awards. that was super sweet 'cause they did amazingly. and Mason and Logan both got awards for technical stuff in their plays. and Loganwon the best techie award. i was so proud of them. and Kelsey won an award for best student director. that was awesome. but, here's the best part.

kay, the point of this competition was to pick two plays that could go on to the provincial level acting competition. and.......



WATERMELON BOATS WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!! I was soooooooooo excited for Kate and Jordyn!!!!! after all, they did absoluely amazing. Watermelon Boats was the first play we did(on Tuesday). it's about these two girls, both named Katherine but called Kitty(Jordyn) and Kate(Kate) and they're both best friends. so, every year since they were in grade one they had been going to a lake to make boats out of watermelonms and put candles in them to float them across the lake. the first scene is them as eleven-year-olds and they talk about sex like eleven year-olds. here was the gist of the dialogue:

Kitty-I can't believe boys put that--
Kate-the whole idea is gross!
*pause*
Kitty-I wonder what it feels like?

and this part too.

Kitty-who do you think we'll have for sixth grade?
Kate-hmmm...Mr. Hokkins i hope.
Kitty-me too. he has neat eyes. every time he looks at me i have to go to the bathroom...
*awkward pause*

then the second scene they're in high school, about 17 years old. apparently Kitty had totally messed up the school play that Kate had written and they get into a big fight about that. which then leads into Kate telling Kitty that she has to stop sleeping around with guys 'cause Kitty admits that she might be pregnant. then Kitty accuses her of trying to be little miss perfect and Kate leaves in a rage.

the next scene is them as 21 year-olds. in this one Kate disappoints Kitty by telling her she doesn't know if she's actually going to become a famous writer(which had been her dream since grade school). then they get into an extremely beautiful part where Kitty tells her she's the perfect friend and that they're going to be friends forever and they'll get through life TOGETHER. it's really amazing. I nearly cried, it was that beautiful.

anyways, yeah, I'm sooooo happy for them. it was amazing. Kate was crying she was so happy. and the best thing was, it was really touching anyway, when they were called down to get their award Jordyn actually waited for Kate on the steps(Kate was sitting right up at the back of the stands and Jordyn was in the front) and took her hand as they walked down to the stage. i almost cried for that, too. hehe I'm such a sap sometimes.

what was really horrible, though, was the audience. kay, there's two shows that get to go to provincials and Watermelon Boats was only one. the other was the Bald Soprano. which was a really good show, no doubt about it. but...well, I'll do some dialogue.

Director of the festival-and our two winning shows, the two that will be going on to the provincials are...
Adjudicator-The Bald Soprano *and Watermelon Boats*

the reason for that being with stars around it is because as soon as she said "The Bald Soprano" all the Hunting Hills High School students bloody well ERUPTED with cheers. I. was. Fucking. FURIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!! you'd think they'd have a little bit of ettiquette!!!!!!! goddamn it, the bloody director SAID IT right to their FACES!!! there was TWO shows to be announced!!!!!!!!!! listen for the names of BOTH bloody shows before you cheer!!! that's just DISRESPECTFUL!!!!!!!!!! huh, though i guess what should i expect from bloody city preps. bastards. as actors, they're amazing. as an audience, they suck. big hairy elephant balls. and i hope they choke.

anyways, so I'm sooooo happy for Jordyn and Kate. they totally deserved that. absolutely.

but, it's twelve o'clock at night, well, one actually, so I'd best be eting some more and going to bed.

G'night my darlings!!! Peace, Love and Happiness to you all!!!